go ahead

Go ahead and fuck up completely

why be embarrassed about it

who are you to be so special.

Are you better than all the people in the world. 

in history. 

who have fucked up completely due to some aberration 

or addiction or peculiarity in their personality.  And, go ahead,

fuck up completely over and over and over,

what better way to learn than by trying and failing and trying and failing.

Or go ahead and succeed with all the love and glory raining down upon you….

then what….

either way, you will go home alone,

either way the only thing real is love,

either way the main thing is

winning and losing and fucking up completely

are all the same in the land-beyond-duality. . . 

where god and reality live.